Tag Archive for 'pleasure'

The Burden of Happiness

I’ve been reading The Road, but it’s so emotionally overwhelming that I have to stop every few pages to keep myself from breaking down. I decided to read something lighter concurrently to have another book to escape to when my psychological defenses are low and ended up choosing Mountains Beyond Mountains, about the doctor and anthropologist Paul Farmer. I’m really enjoying the book, but with the goal I had in mind, I don’t think it was the right choice.

Just now I was reading about Farmer’s decision to endure a multitude of hardships in order to serve the underclass in Haiti, which he said was “a way to deal with ambivalence.” Farmer is quoted as saying, “I feel ambivalent about selling my services in a world where some can’t buy them. You can feel ambivalent about that, because you should feel ambivalent. Comma.” The author explains, “[This way of ending his sentence] stood for the word that would follow the comma, which was asshole.”

Then I broke down. This part, which refers to a patient there, was what did it: “A younger man whom Farmer refers to as Lazarus, who arrived some months ago on a bed frame carried by relatives, wasted by AIDS and TB to about 90 pounds, now weighing in at about 150, cured of TB and his AIDS arrested thanks to medications.”

Reading about someone being so miraculously helped by medicine made me feel inadequate, naive, misdirected… In my head a voice rang out over and over again, “What are you doing [to help]? What are you doing? What are you doing?”

I haven’t been able to help anyone like that with my work, nor do I think I ever will, and that troubles me. For the past few years I have also wondered if my work on gay men in Tokyo is the best way to try and help, never mind the barriers that academia puts in place towards achieving such a goal, nor the pitfalls associated with comparing forms of oppression. A research participant even asked once how I proposed to help people with my work, and all I could say was that my primary goal as a sociocultural anthropologist is to understand.

I’m far along on this path and there isn’t much I can do about it now, and I do believe that my work has merit, but I must find a way to do more. Every time I feel pleased, happy, or comfortable I try to remind myself of that and remember the others who don’t have the same privileges that I do. I must find a way to rid myself of this burden of happiness.

Discipline, Punishment, Gratification, and Sugar Free Cookies

This Boing Boing post titled “FBI terrorist interrogator on the uselessness of torture and the efficacy of cookies” reminded me of a line from Foucault’s Discipline and Punish about discipline and gratification that has stuck with me over the years: “In discipline, punishment is only one element of a double system: gratification-punishment.”

The Boing Boing post features someone’s argument about how building rapport with someone is more effective than torture when trying to get information. They use the experience of giving a diabetic prisoner sugar free cookies as a turning point in gathering information that likely couldn’t have been had by any other means.

I think it is not only a good example of discipline via the form of gratification, but also a good argument for the effectiveness of gratification as a form of discipline over punishment. Another way to read this is to figure the embodied experience of pleasure at the core of subjectification.

It reminds me that most people aren’t necessarily even aware of gratification as a form of discipline. I try to be conscious of it, but it’s difficult to resist the rewards that go along with particular modes of being. Though, knowing that gratification is also a form of discipline doesn’t make it any easier to know what to do. Sometimes this knowledge, as often seems to be the case, just leads to paralysis.

The Trouble with Lifestreams

The ease of sharing our lives brings with it the dilemma of how much of the hose to unleash on our followers.

I myself have two Twitter accounts for precisely this reason. I use one Twitter account to post “important” updates I want everyone to see — these updates also eventually make it onto my blog. My second Twitter account is for “less important” updates, which tend to be more personal (if you consider pictures of my food to be personal), more frequent, and, in general, less filtered. It seems it is common for people to have more than one Twitter account, though I’m not sure if it is necessarily for this reason.

What I find intriguing about all of this is that it is the result of an attempt to “customize” my audience’s experience for them. I know that what I emit is subjected to a perpetual pleasure calculus, so I try not to overburden my audience. This goes beyond merely expecting the user to customize their own experience but preemptively attempts to make things easier for them on their behalf.

That said, I enjoy seeing the different forms this preemptive customization takes. One blogger follows a similar practice of importing their tweets into their blog, but they exclude the tweets from their RSS feed. They explain, “[My tweets] show up on the site, so people who visit the site regularly to see what I’ve been writing will see my latest microposts, along with the regular big old blog posts. But the microposts won’t show up in my feed. That way, no overlap for people who subscribe to my feed AND follow me on Twitter.”

Another blogger experimented with having their tweets show up in their blog, but eventually decided against it. The first reason for eventually deciding against including the tweets states, “Content Not Interesting or Valuable to Readers,” and the examples they link to bear this out to be the case. However, I wonder if they would have overcome this issue if they had decided to have two Twitter accounts — a main account and a noise account — like I do, though this does lead to other non-blog related management issues of its own.

Unfortunately, not everyone is so caring about their audience. I am aware of one blogger that includes his tweets in his Tumblr blog. This alone is not unusual. The problem is that the tweets are unmarked in any way which makes it difficult to filter them out of the blog’s RSS feed. Fortunately, I was able to use Yahoo! Pipes’s regex feature to filter out any blog posts that are less than 140 characters, which prevents me from receiving duplicate tweets.

“I could never live in Canada — their Internet is crap.”

Cory Doctorow posted about how he can’t live in Canada because the Internet there is crap, and it made me wonder how many migrants consider this when deciding where to live.

Interesting that the quality of an Internet connection can have an effect like this. Of course, it is quite a different example, but part of the reason I don’t like going back to my parents’ house is that they don’t have a broadband connection, or even dial-up for that matter.

Pleasure, Interpretation, and Resistance

One of the conclusions that I have come to as a result of pleasure theoretical thinking is that resistance — or change — is the result of displeasure. Once you hear it it will seem obvious to you — but, if people are happy, then they will not make any efforts to change the current state of things, and if they are unhappy, then they will seek change.1 In turn, when I consider change, or resistance, I understand this either to mean social, material, or interpretive change.

I raise this issue because it is one that I look for everywhere, to test it and either confirm or disconfirm its validity. Here is an example from Talk of Love: How Culture Matters, or a review at least, that supports my claim:

Among her insights are that “happy” people in “settled” times avoid examining cultural meanings or challenging them even if they don’t actually believe them. Conversely, in “unsettled” times (adolescence, divorce, political unrest), people question the culture more actively, Swidler contends, to search for answers or solutions to issues, problems or unhappiness.

On the basis of this review, it seems that the author argues that this effect of happiness is a property of cultural meanings. However, this focus on meaning is a disembodied way of looking at things. Instead, I argue that the interpretive phenomena she observes should be understood as an extension of the embodied and phenomenological experience of pleasure.

Via Scatterplot.

1 I don’t typically speak about pleasure in terms of happiness, but in this case it seemed to fit. I almost changed it, but then left it, to leave a trace of what originally came to mind, and as an ironic reference to the recent turn to happiness as a theoretical landscape that seems to be taking place.

Daily Journal Entry #11862 06/21/08 Sat





Digital Youth in East Asia

Just a few things that caught my interest at the Digital Youth in East Asia conference.

Joo-Young Jung said that in Tokyo 88% use mobile internet and 26% have a computer, and Wan-Ying Lin said, “Time spent on the Internet has no direct/linear relationship with civic engagement.”

Sophia T. Wu started off her presentation by saying that her daughter goes to sleep with her mobile and has said that she would die without it. She also noted that young people use the camera phone transgressively (taking pictures of teachers) and to capture transgressive moments, argued that the “photo archive becomes experience archive,” and claimed that the cell phone allows these young people to “leave without escaping.”

In other words, they can surpass spatial boundaries while still staying within their confines, much like the Internet — though the same could possibly be said for older technologies, such as the book or the letter. Note: I’m thinking this now, not then. Though, one thought that I did have then was, “How is a cell phone different from a soccer ball,” in the sense that each allows for particular games to be played and various forms of play to emerge.

Cathy N. Davidson had a great point I hadn’t thought of or heard, though it seemed obvious afterwards, about how the play that people engage in on social network sites such as Facebook are actually a form of labor, because they generate revenue for the host site. As she said, DIY (do it yourself) quickly becomes DIFT (do it for them).

At the end I remarked that something seemed to be getting lost in discovering that this form of play was actually labor, because what seems crucial is that these individuals are experiencing this labor as non-alienated labor. David Slater said, “Alienated labor? I don’t even know how you would measure that.” But others defended my critique and said there was a need to consider what I would call the users’ experience of pleasure, though they might use different terms.

This was all followed up by some wonderful pecha kucha presentations, but the only one that I am going to mention is Minerva Terrades’s on technoaffectivity and users’ experiences with their cell phones.

Minutiae

  • I had to switch to being a day-timer for the conference.
  • As I also tweeted, “I lost my map of Tokyo and feel like a complete failure.”
  • At the geikaiwa dinner a friend talked about being ignored as a gaijin even though he speaks fluent Japanese.
  • I got my first twinge of power differential anxiety in Ni-chome when I met a gay guy who was a furita.

Daily Journal Entry #11857 06/16/08 Mon


Meeting with Karen

I met Karen in Ueno Park and we spent some time looking for a place to chat. We tried a Doutours coffee shop, but it was too smoky. Eventually, we ended up at the Starbucks near Okachimachi that I had gone to to read at on Wednesday.

A large portion of my conversation with Karen was about pleasure theory, and I was glad to find that she was into it. At one point, after I had scoffed at Lacan, she said, “You’re very compatible with Lacan,” in response to my diagrams.

Minutiae

  • Woke up at 6:30 p.m.
  • I rushed to Akihabara after my meeting with Karen to get the KanKen DS 2 game.
  • I was sad to find that the sauce I used for my spaghetti was clam flavored rather than olive oil.

Links

  • I think this website might be the best website I have ever seen. Now if only I could always have it loaded and carry it around with me…
  • Yeah, yeah, so some guy got branded because he never called some girl back after they had sex — BUT WHAT DOES THE “R” STAND FOR!?
  • I don’t think this neurosis site is confessional in a pastoral sense. But, then, like PostSecret, what is pleasurable about sharing these things, and why is it pleasurable?

Pleasure, Phenomenology, and Physical and Mental Events

One way in which my re-engagement with phenomenology has been productive is in thinking about pleasure. In particular, it has helped to shift my emphasis away from motivational hedonism and the assertion that we are perpetually seeking to optimize our experience of pleasure (though I do still believe this to be the case), towards an emphasis on the way in which consciousness is primarily a hedonic experience in addition to being an “intentional experience.” In other words, my concern with pleasure is rooted in the fact that we engage with hedonic concerns on a continual basis — such as every time we shift in our chair for a better position, stop to adjust the temperature, reach for a snack, try to decide how much longer we can continue to work, or reflect on how we feel about what we are reading. It is my hope that framing my interest in pleasure in terms of phenomenological experience rather than motivational hedonism will serve to appease some of the resistance that I have encountered towards considering human actions through this lens.

Another point of resonance that I have found between my engagement with pleasure and phenomenology is the attention that is given to a distinction between physical and mental events. Husserl (in Moran and Mooney 2002:90-92) derives this distinction from the psychologist Brentano, and uses it to argue that the pleasure to be found from certain objects, such as “a battle of centaurs, seen in a picture or framed in fancy,” is not located in the objects themselves but is derived from an intentional experience of said objects. Husserl does recognize, however, that not all experiences are intentional, such as being burned by fire, such that he also implicitly recognizes the existence of non-intentional experiences of pleasure. Thus, Husserl (implicitly) distinguishes between the intentional experience of pleasure as a mental “feeling” versus the non-intentional experience of pleasure as a physical “sensation.”

In my own engagement with pleasure I have relied upon semiotics to think through this distinction between physical and mental pleasure. For example, among the three major types of signs that were identified by Pierce, icons, indexes, and symbols, I use indexes and symbols to talk about physical and mental pleasure respectively. (I do also use icons to distinguish a particular experience of pleasure, but that is not relevant here.) Just as an index refers to a sign that has a spatiotemporal relationship with that to which it refers, physical pleasure also has a spatiotemporal relationship with its cause, such as the pleasure that is derived by scratching an itch; and just as a symbol refers to a sign that has a contingent relationship with that to which it refers, mental pleasure also has a contingent relationship with its cause, such as the pleasure that is derived by completing a puzzle. Thus, indexical pleasure, which I also refer to as biological pleasure, is the same as the non-intentional experience of pleasure as a physical “sensation,” and symbolic pleasure, which I also refer to as cultural pleasure, is the same as the intentional experience of pleasure as a mental “feeling.”

In itself, this is not particularly remarkable. I raise this parallel in part out of my own pleasure (no pun intended) at finding this resonance between conclusions I have arrived at in my own thoughts and concerns present in the early beginnings of phenomenology. It is also helpful to find support for this distinction I had already been making (which, I realize, is also not particularly remarkable in itself) in an existing theoretical framework.

However, one terribly important point this distinction between biological and cultural pleasure does raise is the issue of the “anarchic body,” which “can multiply, distort, and overflow the meanings, definitions, and classifications attached to experiences, and in this sense … is capable of discursively undefined and unintelligible pleasures” (Oksala 2004:112). Poststructuralists are quick to point out the way in which all of our experiences are culturally mediated. What is left out of this assessment, though, is the way in which all of our experiences are also biologically mediated.

Another distinction that is rarely made apparent is the degree to which an experience is culturally mediated. A good example of this is the constant concern I have observed, among Americans at least, with whether or not one is ill. Individuals will sit and reflect on the sensations they are experiencing in an attempt to discern whether they are ill or not, and what illness they are stricken with if they conclude that they are ill. These sensations are certainly mediated by culture at all points, but my goal here is to call attention to the degree of cultural mediation that takes place at the point when one considers whether or not they are ill versus the point at which they are diagnosed with a particular illness, either by themself or by someone in the medical profession. I argue that there is a marked difference between the level of direct cultural mediation that occurs at the outset, when one is working through the process of semiosis to interpret the experience that they are having and this mediation is weak, versus the level of direct cultural mediation that occurs once a diagnosis has been made, and this mediation is strong. A similar process can be found with the respect to the shift in the degree of cultural mediation that comes to bear upon us before and after we discover the “meaning” of a curse word, as well as the process that many go through when they shift from the initial discovery of how pleasurable it is to stimulate their genitals to the meaning this experience is imbued with once it is understood to be “masturbation.”

Thus, the distinction between indexical/biological pleasure and symbolic/cultural pleasure, or physical and mental experiences more generally, is a site to explore the way in which experiences are both biologically and culturally mediated, or bioculturally mediated, which, as of yet, appears to be underinterrogated and undertheorized. What is at stake here is a nuanced and robust consideration of the way in which the body comes to bear upon our negotiated experience of culture. For instance, this distinction between biological and cultural pleasure allows for a consideration as such of the disconnect that some individuals experience when they have come to accept the dominant hedonic discourse on the pleasurability of sexual relations with the opposite sex, yet find that their body does not produce the expected pleasurable sensations, which in turn calls for a reassessment of the hedonic discourse that this individual has come to accept. This distinction also allows for a consideration of the mutual experience of pleasure at both a biological and cultural level, such as when an individual has a pleasurable sexual experience, where it is not only the “actual” sex that is pleasurable but also the idea of having sex that is pleasurable.

Husserl, Edmund. 2002. “Consciousness as Intentional Experience.” In The Phenomenology Reader. Dermot Moran and Timothy Mooney, eds. London: Routledge.

Oksala, Johanna. 2004. Anarchic Bodies: Foucault and the Feminist Question of Experience. Hypatia 19(4): 97-119.

Daily Journal Entry #11826 05/16/08 Fri

El Toro

I had linner with Bharath and Martin at El Toro. Bharath told me to check out All the Sad Young Literary Men, by the n+1 founding editor Gessen. Bharath said that n+1 is anti-Eggers.

The semicolon controversy came up again, and I jokingly said, “The summer after I graduated from high school was like a semicolon, connecting my future and the past like two independent yet related clauses.”

Minutiae

  • I submitted my IRB application.
  • In the evening I watched the incredible finale to The Office.

Links

  • ‘It was only when I started doing art about pain, and physicians saw the art, that they understood what I was going through,’ Mr. Collen said. ‘Words are limiting, but art elicits an emotional response.’